I think of you when I look in the mirror
The lines around my eyes are yours
And I wish I could give them back
The smile is yours, too.
Kind of pouty - like you can get your way with it
But it never worked half as well for me
The arch of your eyebrow echoes on mine
It’s the look of suspicion
I never used it to notice it before
I thought I could make this face my own
I bought all the right lotions and
I pierced it and plucked it and shaved it
I thought I could wash it clean
And scrubbed it raw with scalding water
But you are still there every time I look in the mirror
Maybe that is why I can’t let you go mother
No matter how much you change
Or how many secrets you keep
Every reflective surface reminds me
And I wonder
When you look in the mirror
What do you think of?
Is it my face
Staring back at you with suspicious eyes?






