I know you are all dying to find out if I am “fucking the kid yet.” as buddhababy so eloquently put it.

I am not intentionally holding out on anybody. Trust me if I was getting any sort of action you would at least get a tawdry one liner out of me. It’s the sort of thing I can’t keep to myself.

The answer is, no I did not “bump uglies” with the 21 year old.

We had a Sunday date that turned into a Saturday night date instead. It was the usual smack-talking video game session followed by the playing of vinyl records and doing Morrissey impersonations until we got tired.

A hug at the door, a peck but not much more than that.

I want to fuck him, believe me, I do it’s just that, I’m not so sure the friendship can cross over into that territory without any repercussions.

I think I’d rather have someone to play video games with at this point than a hot piece of 21 year old ass.

God am I really saying this?

I mean, it could still happen between us, on a deeper level. Things feel like they are progressing between us as far as getting to know each other and discovering all the things we haveion common.

So who knows? I am leaving the options open for something, but I am not trying to get him “face down – ass up” until I feel like the friendship can sustain a little roll in the hay without any wierdness.

I mean I can have a one night stand with anyone.

But somebody to play Sega Dreamcast rhythm games with? How often does that happen?